15188 - HIM

IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE TO KNOW HIM

I NEVER GOT TO SHOW HIM ALL THE THINGS THAT I COULD DO

HE NEVER SHOWED ME ANYTHING TOO.

MAYBE HE DIDNT CARE TO.

MAYBE HE WAS SCARED TO.

IT WOULD HAVE BEEN COOL TO HAVE HAD A DAD

AN EXPERIENCE I MISSED 

BECAUSE MAYBE HE WAS LOST

I FORGAVE HIM A LONG TIME AGO. 

HE KNEW HE WAS TOO DANGEROUS 

DECIDED NOT TO SHOW.

I THANK HIM FOR THAT.  ABUSIVE FATHER, 

I’D RATHER HAVE HAD NONE OF THAT.

WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT MOM

IM STRONG,

MORE INDEPENDENT, 

YOUR ABSENCE TAUGHT ME A LOT,

LIKE WHAT NOT AND FOR THAT I’M THANKFUL.

I’M THANKFUL FOR YOU BECAUSE I AM OF YOU.  

SO FOR MY LIFE.  I THANK YOU.  

I NEVER GOT TO SAY THAT TO YOU IN PERSON. 

SO I’LL SAY IT NOW HERE. 

FOR MY LIFE, I THANK YOU.

FOR MY WIFE, I THANK YOU.

I WISH YOU COULD HAVE MET HER

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU’VE DONE FOR ME.  IT WAS SIGNIFICANT.  

I DO HOPE TO SEE YOU ONE DAY. 

AND I HOPE THAT YOU ARE RESTING EASY.

I LOVE YOU.

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